Have you ever experienced a time where you have been unable to keep going? If so, what did you learn from this experience?
I think the worst and scariest time was last year during my 4th Badlands. Unfortunately I didn’t finish that edition as I got struck down with heatstroke. Quite early on in the ride I knew something wasn’t right. I was struggling to eat and keep fluids down. Struggling to cool down and had terrible headaches. Going into the first night I was sick several times with hot and cold shivers. I was with a small group of riders and I told them to carry on without me as I was just so slow. I didn’t know what was happening but I knew something really wasn’t right. The problem was that I was in the middle of nowhere in the desert so the only real option I had was to try and get to the next town. In that situation the body starts to go into survival mode, get to somewhere safe and then make the decision.
Luckily for me I know the route relatively well in Badlands but it does change every year slightly. So I knew roughly where the next town would be and also what the section is like after that town. I spoke to one of my mates who was in the army and he said very quickly it sounded like heatstroke and stressed I needed to get somewhere safe, cool and in the shade. I think that’s when it hit me that it was quite serious as he said something along the lines of ‘I’ve lost 3 friends who have died from heatstroke. I don’t want it to be 4.’ I guess I had not ever really realised just how serious it can be and I don’t think in the UK we really understand the impact it can have. I eventually got to the next town, maybe 250 or 300km into the race and pulled the pin. Knowing what was next helped me to make a smart and mature decision before things got progressively worse. I learnt a lot from this experience, mainly to listen to my body sooner and remember that no race or event is ever worth long term health issues.
All of this experience meant I took a bit of time off and allowed myself to recover before doing the Granguanche Trail (A MTB race across the Canary Islands in November/December) where I felt great. It was much more of an experience as I don’t often race a MTB but it was rewarding knowing I was recovered and over what had been a tough 2024. Long and short. Listen to your body. We only have one.